Rebellious is what definitely a word that I would describe my eating habits for the last couple of days. I have just been so down about this entire weight loss thing. I think back to when I used to weigh only 135 and now I would have to lose like..well I am not going to say, but a lot of weight. I feel like people are constantly staring at me. I see them stare at my arms and my stomach. It is just isn't encouraging at all. I am fitting into some clothes better, but others I am not and that gets me down too. I know that losing weight isn't something that happens over night, but I can't help but want it to be that way. I don't know sometimes I feel like just giving up, but I know that it isn't really in me to completely give up.
I see these people that just had babies and I am like gosh I am still so fat and it has been six months. It is like please don't look at me because this is so embarrassing. I don't know...
I can't even tell you what I ate over the last four days since I blogged. It wasn't great, but not completely horrible either. I get most of my workouts in, but not all of them.
I weighed myself on this morning and I had lost a pound. So, I have lost four total. Not that great, but I guess at least it is something.
About Me
- Kylee
- What's there to say!? I am a mom to a cute and very energetic little boy. He keeps me on my toes and teaches me something new on a daily basis! I am a Title I Teacher at one of the elementary schools in the cute little town we call home. Teaching is a big passion of mine. I can think of nothing more exciting than watching my students learn, grow, and be successful. Besides that the little man and I enjoy each day by loving one another, focusing on the positives, and loving Jesus. We hope you enjoy looking through this small window into our lives. Enjoy!
1 comment:
hey now...don't get down on yourself. i know it's hard...the hardest thing ever. you are doing great. 4 pounds is awesome. you are fantastic and you look great; regardless of what you think. people aren't staring at you (i can almost guarantee it) you are just more prone to thinking that because you are thinking about how you look all the time. try and not think about it. try and just put everything into making it better and improving. You can do this. you will make it to your goals. I know you will. I believe in you. like the quote on my wall says, "that which we persist in doing becomes easier for us to do; not that the nature of the thing itself is changed, but that our ability to do is increased." This is true with everything in life, but right now I'm using it for exercise and eating healthy. I love you! call if you need to vent.
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